30 Days to Forgive Them? I Chose to Die
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Three years ago, on their way to attend my graduation art exhibition, the cruise ship carrying my fiancé and my family caught fire.
Over the past three years, I downed sleeping pills countless times, desperately wanting to follow them into the afterlife. Every single time, my adopted sister, Serena, saved me, crying hysterically as she shoved her fingers down my throat to make me throw up.
"They are already gone! Harper, you can't keep living in the past. You have to live on for their sake!"
After fainting from yet another high fever and being rushed to the hospital, I was diagnosed with terminal leukemia.
The doctor said I had a month left, at most.
I refused their advice to find a bone marrow match. Clutching my family's belongings, I decided to go back to our old estate in the suburbs for one last look.
While I was walking in a daze, a little boy running wildly crashed hard into my legs.
A male voice that had haunted my dreams for years rang out from behind me. "Alistair, if you keep running off, what will you do if Mommy and Daddy don't want you anymore?"
In an instant, it felt like I had been plunged into freezing water. I froze in place.
Over the past three years, I downed sleeping pills countless times, desperately wanting to follow them into the afterlife. Every single time, my adopted sister, Serena, saved me, crying hysterically as she shoved her fingers down my throat to make me throw up.
"They are already gone! Harper, you can't keep living in the past. You have to live on for their sake!"
After fainting from yet another high fever and being rushed to the hospital, I was diagnosed with terminal leukemia.
The doctor said I had a month left, at most.
I refused their advice to find a bone marrow match. Clutching my family's belongings, I decided to go back to our old estate in the suburbs for one last look.
While I was walking in a daze, a little boy running wildly crashed hard into my legs.
A male voice that had haunted my dreams for years rang out from behind me. "Alistair, if you keep running off, what will you do if Mommy and Daddy don't want you anymore?"
In an instant, it felt like I had been plunged into freezing water. I froze in place.






















