1. Chapter 1 What I Gave Away

2. Chapter 2 The Shape of a Woman Disappearing

3. Chapter 3 Background

4. Chapter 4 Things We Name After They're Already Over

5. Chapter 5 The Night Everything Counted

6. Chapter 6 The Architecture of Leaving

7. Chapter 7 The Divorce Season

8. Chapter 8 What Sebastian Sent

9. Chapter 9 The Call from Ria

10. Chapter 10 The Warmth of a Room

11. Chapter 11 The New Calendar

12. Chapter 12 What the Camera Knows

13. Chapter 13 The Forge Plays Atlanta

14. Chapter 14 Columbus in August

15. Chapter 15 Forward

16. Chapter 16 Portugal

17. Chapter 17 The Christkindlmarket

18. Chapter 18 The Interview

19. Chapter 19 What Alan Said

20. Chapter 20 The Long Season

21. Chapter 21 The Weight of a Name

22. Chapter 22 Lily Walks Into the Ocean

23. Chapter 23 The Business of Becoming

24. Chapter 24 What Lily Knows

25. Chapter 25 After the Last Whistle

26. Chapter 26 The Playoffs

27. Chapter 27 The Cup Final

28. Chapter 28 December, Again

29. Chapter 29 The Book

30. Chapter 30 The Transfer

31. Chapter 31 The Proof

32. Chapter 32 What the Book Made

33. Chapter 33 The Question

34. Chapter 34 How We Told People

35. Chapter 35 The Ring

36. Chapter 36 What December Holds

37. Chapter 37 Adaeze

38. Chapter 38 The New Year

39. Chapter 39 Before the Wedding

40. Chapter 40 January Light

41. Chapter 41 The Date

42. Chapter 42 The Morning

43. Chapter 43 The Park in June

44. Chapter 44 The Reception

45. Chapter 45 What Comes After

46. Chapter 46 The Second Book

47. Chapter 47 Lily at Five

48. Chapter 48 What Sebastian Builds

49. Chapter 49 The Long View

50. Chapter 50 Famous/Infamous

51. Chapter 51 The Letter to Imara

52. Chapter 52 The Thing About Mirrors

53. Chapter 53 The Academy's First Cohort Graduates

54. Chapter 54 My Mother's Diagnosis

55. Chapter 55 The Surgery

56. Chapter 56 The Lymph Node Results

57. Chapter 57 The Third Book

58. Chapter 58 What Sebastian Said About the Imprint