Ida:Losing Control : His Madness, His Cure

MainCharacters

Xander: Xander is a strong-willed and independent character who struggles with maintaining control over his life. His past experiences have made him wary of letting anyone get too close, but his interactions with Jax challenge his sense of control. He is often seen with his friends Layla and Addy, who provide support and comic relief in his life. Jax: Jax is a mysterious and intense character who exudes confidence and power. His past is shrouded in secrecy, but his actions reveal a deep-seated need for control and dominance. He is drawn to Xander in a way that he can't fully understand, and his presence in Xander's life creates a constant push and pull dynamic. Development: Xander and Jax's relationship is marked by a series of intense encounters that oscillate between conflict and passion. Their chemistry is undeniable, but their need for control and fear of vulnerability create significant obstacles. As they navigate their feelings for each other, they both undergo significant personal growth, learning to confront their fears and desires.

Main Themes

The novel explores the themes of control, vulnerability, and the complexities of human relationships. Through the interactions between Xander and Jax, the story delves into the struggle for power and the fear of losing oneself in another person. It highlights the importance of confronting one's inner demons and the transformative power of love and acceptance.

Hot Chapters

Chapter 1

I’d been watching Layla Stevens for about seven years. A favor, at first. Then a job, technically. Adam Crest, lovesick and obsessed, wanted eyes on her, someone who could stay off the radar. Untraceable and unnoticed. That someone was me. It wasn’t hard. The girl lived a predictable life, for the most part. Her routines fit neatly into boxes... work, apartment, the occasional night out where she let loose. She had habits. Blind spots. The kind of chaotic energy that had probably drawn Adam in.

Chapter 2

I was jogging the last stretch back to my apartment, protein shake in hand, sweat drying uncomfortably on my bare back. Still had to shower, pick up those Arcadia Bloom tickets, and then make it to work before Zig realized I wasn't in yet. I was late....again. But I always pulled it together somehow. My brain was already skipping ahead to tonight, I hadn't been to an exclusively gay club in a while and it was about time.

Chapter 3

Finally done with my consultation, the client stood up from the chair, still looking nervous, but her smile told a different story....like I’d just handed her a puppy and a vibrator at the same time. 'I guess I’ll see you tomorrow?' she asked, eyes flicking to my arm like she was debating asking for my number and my shirt. I gave her my signature smile, just enough teeth to tease, not enough to promise. 'Tomorrow it is. I’ll go easy on you.'

Chapter 4

I leaned against the doorway of the bathroom, arms crossed as I watched the circus unfold. Layla had Addy halfway bent over the sink, eyeliner in one hand, concentration furrowed into her brows like she was performing brain surgery. Meanwhile, Addy was babbling about how if the bassist of the band looked at her twice, she was throwing her corset on stage and going topless the rest of the night. I didn’t doubt it.