CHAPTER 179: LOVE AND ADORATION

The last time I saw my mother, she smelled like gin at ten in the morning. She had sunglasses on inside the house and wouldn’t meet my eyes when I came home to pack the rest of my stuff, shortly after my father and brother were sentenced—fifteen and ten years respectively.

And now here she is, s...

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Chapters

1. CHAPTER 1: FIRST HEARTBREAK

2. CHAPTER 2: I'D RATHER EAT SHIT

3. CHAPTER 3: IDEAL BRIDE

4. CHAPTER 4: NATHAN ASHFORD

5. CHAPTER 5: YOU SHOULDN'T BE HERE

6. CHAPTER 6: STAY

7. CHAPTER 7: ELIMINATED AND EXPELLED

8. CHAPTER 8: THE TOUR

9. CHAPTER 9: PETER ASHFORD

10. CHAPTER 10: FOR JUNE

11. CHAPTER 11: MY POOR HEART

12. CHAPTER 12: NOT WORTH IT

13. CHAPTER 13: IN THE NAME OF BEAUTY

14. CHAPTER 14: SISTER-WIVES

15. CHAPTER 15: LARA ELLINGTON

16. CHAPTER 16: BORING AND STRAIGHTFORWARD

17. CHAPTER 17: FOR THE COMMON PEOPLE

18. CHAPTER 18: PEOPLE LIKE US

19. CHAPTER 19: WHATEVER THE HELL HERBED BREADCRUMBS ARE

20. CHAPTER 20: PEEPING TOM

21. CHAPTER 21: YOU SAW NOTHING

22. CHAPTER 22: HELP HER

23. CHAPTER 23: SHE’LL BE FINE

24. CHAPTER 24: FURTHER INVESTIGATION

25. CHAPTER 25: THANK YOU

26. CHAPTER 26: N.A.

27. CHAPTER 27: THE LITTLE SHE-DEVIL

28. CHAPTER 28: TRY AND KEEP UP

29. CHAPTER 29: OUT OF DEPTH

30. CHAPTER 30: DREAM COME TRUE

31. CHAPTER 31: DRIED DROOL

32. CHAPTER 32: WORLDS APART

33. CHAPTER 33: SECRET HOOKUPP

34. CHAPTER 34: CAT’S OUT OF THE BAG

35. CHAPTER 35: SCREWED WOULD BE BETTER

36. CHAPTER 36: SUFFICIENT FEEDBACK

37. CHAPTER 37: HEIRESSES DON’T BRAWL

38. CHAPTER 38: A CLOUD OF CONFETTI

39. CHAPTER 39: CHAOS QUEEN

40. CHAPTER 40: ANIMALS IN THE WILD

41. CHAPTER 41: I DIDN’T DISAPPOINT

42. CHAPTER 42: NEW PLAYTHING

43. CHAPTER 43: VOMITING ON LUCAS

44. CHAPTER 44: YOUR BATHROOM IS A PORTAL

45. CHAPTER 45: BLUSH-HIDING MAKEUP

46. CHAPTER 46: LILY ELLINGTON

47. CHAPTER 47: #LUPRIL

48. CHAPTER 48: MIND MY BUSINESS

49. CHAPTER 49: LIKE AN IPOD

50. CHAPTER 50: GLAMPING

51. CHAPTER 51: A BREATH OF FRESH AIR

52. CHAPTER 52: TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE

53. CHAPTER 53: YAPPING AND SYCOPHANCY

54. CHAPTER 54: A HUNDRED BAD DAYS

55. CHAPTER 55: NEON PINK BRA

56. CHAPTER 56: GREY AGAINST GREEN

57. CHAPTER 57: START A COLLECTION

58. CHAPTER 58: TRUTH OR DARE

59. CHAPTER 59: IT’S TAINTED

60. CHAPTER 60: IF YOU NEED CONDOMS

61. CHAPTER 61: I HATE THANKSGIVING

62. CHAPTER 62: IT’S ALWAYS BEEN YOU

63. CHAPTER 63: YOU DRIVE ME CRAZY

64. CHAPTER 64: THE HEIRS ARE CHOOSING

65. CHAPTER 65: ARE THOSE WORDS EVEN ENGLISH?

66. CHAPTER 66: YOU SUCK

67. CHAPTER 67: THE WEST WING

68. CHAPTER 68: SUPERNOVA

69. CHAPTER 69: WORLD-ALTERING CONFESSION

70. CHAPTER 70: I LOVE YOU

71. CHAPTER 71: IS THIS OKAY?

72. CHAPTER 72: GET OUT

73. CHAPTER 73: GOODBYE

74. CHAPTER 74: #KEEPAPRIL

75. CHAPTER 75: WHATEVER, I DON’T CARE

76. CHAPTER 76: TOOTHACHE AND ALL

77. CHAPTER 77: WHAT COULD BE

78. CHAPTER 78: THE WORLD’S SMALLEST VIOLIN

79. CHAPTER 79: APRIL FARROW

80. CHAPTER 80: I’M NOT WANTED

81. CHAPTER 81: TWENTY-FIVE OTHER LETTERS

82. CHAPTER 82: IT’S HOT

83. CHAPTER 83: FAMILY PORTRAIT

84. CHAPTER 84: SHUT UP AND KISS ME

85. CHAPTER 85: HORNY TEENAGERS

86. CHAPTER 86: HAVEN’T SEEN HER

87. CHAPTER 87: A THOUSAND TIMES WORSE

88. CHAPTER 88: TWO DAYS

89. CHAPTER 89: I’LL FIX IT

90. CHAPTER 90: A FUCKING SHITSHOW

91. CHAPTER 91: SUFFOCATE ME

92. CHAPTER 92: STRAIGHT TO THE MORGUE

93. CHAPTER 93: THE GOOD, THE BAD, AND THE UGLY

94. CHAPTER 94: BE SELFISH

95. CHAPTER 95: SAVIOR COMPLEX

96. CHAPTER 96: UNLIKE GRACIE

97. CHAPTER 97: THE BROKEN PARTS

98. CHAPTER 98: A THANK YOU

99. CHAPTER 99: AN OLD WOUND

100. CHAPTER 100: THE HUNGER GAMES

101. CHAPTER 101: MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD

102. CHAPTER 102: THE WORLD’S WORST TRAGEDIES

103. CHAPTER 103: BORING AND NAÏVE

104. CHAPTER 104: FREAKY FRIDAY

105. CHAPTER 105: FEDEX PACKAGE

106. CHAPTER 106: NERVOUS, NAUSEOUS, NEUROTIC

107. CHAPTER 107: LITTLE POCKET OF NOSTALGIA

108. CHAPTER 108: THE HEIRS ARE CHOOSING (II)

109. CHAPTER 109: BETWEEN NATHAN AND LUCAS

110. CHAPTER 110: HYPOCRITICAL BITCH

111. CHAPTER 111: THIRTEEN-THOUSAND-DOLLAR DRINK

112. CHAPTER 112: BAD SIDE

113. CHAPTER 113: SOMETHING ‘BOUT APRIL

114. CHAPTER 114: YOU HAVE ME

115. CHAPTER 115: SHOW ME

116. CHAPTER 116: BOY SCOUT

117. CHAPTER 117: DIFFERENT TIMELINES

118. CHAPTER 118: CALL ME PESSIMISTIC

119. CHAPTER 119: CINDERELLA, TIANA, ALADDIN

120. CHAPTER 120: A WILD GUESS

121. CHAPTER 121: SEALING THE DEAL

122. CHAPTER 122: PRETTY THINGS

123. CHAPTER 123: STOP HIM

124. CHAPTER 124: BRAWL LIKE BEARS

125. CHAPTER 125. ELIMINATED. EXPELLED

126. CHAPTER 126: DÉJÀ VU

127. CHAPTER 127: SHATTERED GLASS

128. CHAPTER 128: CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT

129. CHAPTER 129: SMART AND SWEET AND KIND

130. CHAPTER 130: THE FARRAH GIRLS HAVE A TYPE

131. CHAPTER 131: WIDE AWAKE

132. CHAPTER 132: THE FINALE

133. CHAPTER 133: COLLAPSING SKYSCRAPER

134. CHAPTER 134: HELLSCAPE

135. CHAPTER 135: DOES IT SUCK?

136. CHAPTER 136: SHOW AND TELL

137. CHAPTER 137: APRIL’S PRETTY COOL

138. CHAPTER 138: DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH

139. CHAPTER 139: FOR YOUR THOUGHTS

140. CHAPTER 140: OPEN-HEART SURGERY

141. CHAPTER 141: HELL HATH NO FURY

142. CHAPTER 142: YOUR BIGGEST FAN

143. CHAPTER 143: THE FASHION GODS

144. CHAPTER 144: WOMAN ON A MISSION

145. CHAPTER 145: TAKE THE FUCKING BAIT

146. CHAPTER 146: SO FUCKING STUPID

147. CHAPTER 147: LET’S NOT

148. CHAPTER 148: WHAT NOW?

149. CHAPTER 149: TO BE DETERMINED

150. CHAPTER 150: I QUIT

151. CHAPTER 151: JULIAN ELLINGTON

152. CHAPTER 152: CRIMES YOU DIDN’T COMMIT

153. CHAPTER 153: IT SHOULD BE ME

154. CHAPTER 154: BREAK THE CAGE

155. CHAPTER 155: YOU LOVE ME

156. CHAPTER 156: READY FOR WAR

157. CHAPTER 157: UNCOMFORTABLE AND UGLY

158. CHAPTER 158: FEVER DREAM

159. CHAPTER 159: VIGILANTE SOAP OPERA

160. CHAPTER 160: SCHADENFREUDE

161. CHAPTER 161: GRACIE STORM

162. CHAPTER 162: #VALERIESTCLAIREEXPOSED

163. CHAPTER 163: JOAN OF ARC

164. CHAPTER 164: THE ASHFORD FILES

165. CHAPTER 165: FREE

166. CHAPTER 166: SOMETHING CELEBRATORY

167. CHAPTER 167: MELODRAMATIC INDIE FILM

168. CHAPTER 168: I JUST CAN’T QUIT

169. CHAPTER 169: PROMISE ME

170. CHAPTER 170: BON VOYAGE

171. CHAPTER 171: APRIL IN PARIS

172. CHAPTER 172: OUR FUTURE

173. CHAPTER 173: NAUSEATINGLY CHEESY

174. CHAPTER 174: RESURGENCE

175. CHAPTER 175: I DARE YOU

176. CHAPTER 176: WE WON

177. CHAPTER 177: THANKSGIVING DREAM

178. CHAPTER 178: CAMILLE ISABELLE ASHFORD

179. CHAPTER 179: LOVE AND ADORATION

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