Chapter 144 The Year I Lost
Charlotte
For a while, I don’t open my eyes. I lie there, breathing in the warm scent pressed into the pillow beneath my cheek: Cedar and smoke. I really like that smell. When I finally pry my eyes open, the room is dim. The curtains are drawn, and soft evening light slips around the edges. The ...
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Chapters
1. Chapter 1 Outskirts
2. Chapter 2 The Scent of Her
3. Chapter 3 What I Give
4. Chapter 4 Before He Wakes
5. Chapter 5 Tonight I Skate
6. Chapter 6 Quietly Unaware
7. Chapter 7 Strawberries and Cream
8. Chapter 8 Cedar and Smoke 
9. Chapter 9 One Wrong Step
10. Chapter 10 I'll Walk You
11. Chapter 11 Twins
12. Chapter 12 Eyes On Me
13. Chapter 13 Half a Second
14. Chapter 14 The New Kid
15. Chapter 15 Not All of Them Are Good
16. Chapter 16 The Stench of Rot
17. Chapter 17 The Only Seat
18. Chapter 18 In the Stands
19. Chapter 19 Protective
20. Chapter 20 Porch Light
21. Chapter 21 Who Did This?
22. Chapter 22 It's Not Nothing
23. Chapter 23 Come Inside
24. Chapter 24 A Pack of Wolves
25. Chapter 25 Slow Down
26. Chapter 26 Settle It
27. Chapter 27 Not Alone
28. Chapter 28 When You're Ready
29. Chapter 29 At a Distance
30. Chapter 30 Hello
31. Chapter 31 Tell Your Alpha
32. Chapter 32 How To Soften the Pull
33. Chapter 33 Be Gentle
34. Chapter 34 Share The Weight
35. Chapter 35 Eyes On Me
36. Chapter 36 How Was School?
37. Chapter 37 Stay Alert
38. Chapter 38 I'm Tired
39. Chapter 39 Thank You
40. Chapter 40 Safe
41. Chapter 41 Packed
42. Chapter 42 The Howl
43. Chapter 43 Shanti Needs Shakti
44. Chapter 44 Do It
45. Chapter 45 I've Got You
46. Chapter 46 In His Bed
47. Chapter 47 White Wolf
48. Chapter 48 For Trusting Me
49. Chapter 49 Your Time Isn't Optional
50. Chapter 50 As Okay as It Gets
51. Chapter 51 Would You Stay?
52. Chapter 52 Please Don't Hurt Her
53. Chapter 53 Our Turn
54. Chapter 54 The Moment I Moved
55. Chapter 55 Learn How to Be Loved
56. Chapter 56 Welcome To the Pack
57. Chapter 57 This is Home
58. Chapter 58 I'll Get You a Plate
59. Chapter 59 Loyal to the Bone
60. Chapter 60 Beneath Ash
61. Chapter 61 Far More Than Rare
62. Chapter 62 He's Still Here
63. Chapter 63 The Ember Under Ash
64. Chapter 64 Let Her Howl
65. Chapter 65 Something Big
66. Chapter 66 Getting Somewhere
67. Chapter 67 Snowflake
68. Chapter 68 Skates
69. Chapter 69 These Are Mine
70. Chapter 70 Clean Ice
71. Chapter 71 Your Rythm
72. Chapter 72 Stealing The Air
73. Chapter 73 You're Very Gone
74. Chapter 74 More of That for Her
75. Chapter 75 Your Wolf Friends
76. Chapter 76 He Knew
77. Chapter 77 Cursed
78. Chapter 78 I'm Done Running
79. Chapter 79 You'll be Unstoppable
80. Chapter 80 Speed, Angles, and Silence
81. Chapter 81 It Didn't Feel Weird to Me
82. Chapter 82 Calm, Centred and Safe
83. Chapter 83 Breathe
84. Chapter 84 The Field Between Us
85. Chapter 85 One More Minute
86. Chapter 86 Where I Am Calm
87. Chapter 87 Where They Began
88. Chapter 88 I Deserve This Kind of Happiness
89. Chapter 89 I Just Hold On
90. Chapter 90 Boyfriend
91. Chapter 91 Short-Circuit
92. Chapter 92 I Don't Kiss and Tell
93. Chapter 93 Too Much Testosterone
94. Chapter 94 Get Your Head in The Game
95. Chapter 95 Her Best Defence
96. Chapter 96 Very
97. Chapter 97 Find Your Humanity
98. Chapter 98 I Wasn't Thinking
99. Chapter 99 You and Me, Against the World
100. Chapter 100 I Want This
101. Chapter 101 Otherworldly
102. Chapter 102 Marks
103. Chapter 103 Under My Skin
104. Chapter 104 A Gift for My Mate
105. Chapter 105 Hard Enough to See the Gods
106. Chapter 106 It's Been a Weird Day
107. Chapter 107 What Is It?
108. Chapter 108 Stand Between Ruin
109. Chapter 109 Shirts Don't Stand a Chance
110. Chapter 110 The Break Before It Lands
111. Chapter 111 We Fight for Our Lives
112. Chapter 112 Hold the Line
113. Chapter 113 Everything Stops
114. Chapter 114 Good Family
115. Chapter 115 Aggressively Cheer You Up
116. Chapter 116 Stop
117. Chapter 117 Her and I
118. Chapter 118 Glowing Era
119. Chapter 119 We're Protecting You
120. Chapter 120 Save Me A Muffin
121. Chapter 121 Making New Memories
122. Chapter 122 Let Me Have This
123. Chapter 123 My Name in Her Hands
124. Chapter 124 For as Long as I Can
125. Chapter 125 In The Stands
126. Chapter 126 Wellington Wolves
127. Chapter 127 Good Bloody Game
128. Chapter 128 A Good Thing
129. Chapter 129 Pick Your Prize
130. Chapter 130 Open Doors Invite More Than Guests
131. Chapter 131 Don't Be Mad
132. Chapter 132 Tell Me Once This Is Over
133. Chapter 133 On The Ice
134. Chapter 134 Between Ice and Shore
135. Chapter 135 Where the Ice Gives Way
136. Chapter 136 The Lake Gives Nothing Back
137. Chapter 137 He Let the Lake Take Him Instead
138. Chapter 138 Hold On, Lotty
139. Chapter 139 The Awful Quiet
140. Chapter 140 Who Are You?
141. Chapter 141 Let Her Learn You Again
142. Chapter 142 One Piece At A Time
143. Chapter 143 A Part of Her Came Home
144. Chapter 144 The Year I Lost
145. Chapter 145 Best Seat in the House
146. Chapter 146 The Chance to Come Home
147. Chapter 147 Appealing My Case
148. Chapter 148 It's Good to Be Seen
149. Chapter 149 Skating Towards a New Life
150. Chapter 150 The First Transport
151. Chapter 151 They Call to Us
152. Chapter 152 A Thread, Not A Feeling
153. Chapter 153 The Howl That Found Her
154. Chapter 154 I Know That Pain
155. Chapter 155 Trauma Stories
156. Chapter 156 Munroe Pack
157. Chapter 157 A Gift from a Goddess
158. Chapter 158 Half The Luna She Is
159. Chapter 159 Pieces of What is Left
160. Chapter 160 Ice Cream and Normal Problems
161. Chapter 161 People Don't Know What to Do with Tragedy
162. Chapter 162 The Flowers She Smells Like
163. Chapter 163 Yes
164. Chapter 164 Everyone Deserves a Second Chance
165. Chapter 165 The First Touch
166. Chapter 166 One Soul at a Time
167. Chapter 167 Princess Coded
168. Chapter 168 Our Pack
169. Chapter 169 We Leave at Six
170. Chapter 170 Good Socks
171. Chapter 171 Sunflowers
172. Chapter 172 Toothless Menace Era
173. Chapter 173 Theo Loves Sunflowers
174. Chapter 174 Bring Yourself Home First
175. Chapter 175 Quantity Over Dignity
176. Chapter 176 Sleeping Arrangements
177. Chapter 177 All The Springy Rolls
178. Chapter 178 Mate Island
179. Chapter 179 I Will Wait a Lifetime
180. Chapter 180 Breakfast Justice
181. Chapter 181 Now Entering Munroe
182. Chapter 182 Breath With Me, Petal
183. Chapter 183 An Act Of War
184. Chapter 184 I'm Safe With Theo
185. Chapter 185 Like An Animal
186. Chapter 186 Lowly Wolf
187. Chapter 187 Scolded
188. Chapter 188 How To Mend A Broken Heart
189. Chapter 189 My Choice
190. Chapter 190 However You Let Me
191. Chapter 191 Revenge-Adjacent Breakfast
192. Chapter 192 Fuck-You-Boots
193. Chapter 193 Future Beta Female
194. Chapter 194 No Rank, No Allies
195. Chapter 195 My Fear of You Ended
196. Chapter 196 The First Real Punishment
197. Chapter 197 Doing My Best
198. Chapter 198 Make An Example of You
199. Chapter 199 Nothing Beautiful Left
200. Chapter 200 No Bars Will Hold Me Back
201. Chapter 201 Hold on Petal
202. Chapter 202 Sweetheart
203. Chapter 203 Only One Can Win
204. Chapter 204 Fear Can Never Earn Loyalty
205. Chapter 205 Someone Else's Problem
206. Chapter 206 Take My Leash
207. Chapter 207 Who Needs Tea When You Have Legs
208. Chapter 208 Mercy Has Limits
209. Chapter 209 What a Woman Teaches a Man
210. Chapter 210 One Step at a Time
211. Chapter 211 The Old Blue Mugs
212. Chapter 212 Where She Wants to Be
213. Chapter 213 Time To Go Home
214. Chapter 214 Side by Side
215. Chapter 215 Big Bad Wolf
216. Chapter 216 Use Your Words
217. Chapter 217 Claim Our Mate
218. Chapter 218 All I Ever Wanted
219. Chapter 219 Home Is Loud and Messy
220. Chapter 220 Pancakes Before Interrogation
221. Chapter 221 I Was Worrying Anyway
222. Chapter 222 Just Charlie
223. Chapter 223 Traces of Me
224. Chapter 224 Trust the Glide
225. Chapter 225 Normality
226. Chapter 226 The New, New Girl
227. Chapter 227 Pretty Hair and Past Mistakes
228. Chapter 228 Goodbye
229. Chapter 229 Where Grief Can Sit
230. Chapter 230 All the Secrets in the World
231. Chapter 231 Careful With the Truth
232. Chapter 232 Not That Girl
233. Chapter 233 Fix It
234. Chapter 234 Four Letters
235. Chapter 235 A Small Fragile Opportunity
236. Chapter 236 Let Me Show You
237. Chapter 237 Who The Hell Am I?
238. Chapter 238 What Did You See?
239. Chapter 239 Wolves Are Scary
240. Chapter 240 I Need Someone
241. Chapter 241 Wolf 101
242. Chapter 242 Lovesick Fool
243. Chapter 243 What It Feels Like to Love a Girl
244. Chapter 244 Old and Grey
245. Chapter 245 The Name I'd Hoped I'd Never Call
246. Chapter 246 Before Fear Can Get Its Claws In
247. Chapter 247 Tonight She Gets Us
248. Chapter 248 Who Stepped on a Duck?
249. Chapter 249 Be a Man
250. Chapter 250 The Pack Comes Together
251. Chapter 251 A Wolf, A Soul Mate, A Whole Life I Never Knew
252. Chapter 252 In This for Life
253. Chapter 253 A Whole Family
254. Chapter 254 Coffee Helps
255. Chapter 255 Of Course That's Okay
256. Chapter 256 When The World Got Too Loud
257. Chapter 257 The Shift We Should Have Had
258. Chapter 258 Safe Enough To Break
259. Chapter 259 Beautiful
260. Chapter 260 Follow Your Heart
261. Chapter 261 Growth
262. Chapter 262 What We Build Next
263. Chapter 263 The Last Season
264. Chapter 264 The Pack That Comes After
265. Chapter 265 The Ice Gave Way
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