Chapter 5 Panic

“It's a sign that my body wants a woman. I want you, Stevi," Killian whispered hoarsely. He teased Stevi's ear, sniffed it, and licked it gently.

Srevi shifted restlessly. Her body was burning with passion after Killian touched it many times and glowed. She needed more of Killian's touch to satisfy the strange hunger she had suddenly felt. Stevi pressed her body against Killian and inhaled his scent deeply. Her head rested on Killian's comfortable shoulder while Killian was busy stripping her chambray shirt.

"Is this going to be okay?" asked Stevi doubtfully when Killian was about to remove the tank top from her head.

"Just trust me, ok?" Killian kissed her cheek gently.

Suddenly Stevi felt she had all the courage she needed. She nodded steadily and let Killian work on himself.

Killian had stripped her clothes one by one until there was nothing left on her body. Stevi's body shivered. She was very embarrassed and tried to cover her nudeness with her little arms. But Killian pushed them away. He was so amazed by the beauty that was clad in pure innocence and had never been touched by anyone.

“Lie down. I will not hurt you."

"I-I... maybe this is wrong."

"Nothing's wrong, Stevi."

Killian knelt over Stevi, towering and looking dangerous. Stevi's body trembled as Killian lowered his head to sniff her neck. She seemed to be tickled by invisible hands, but it felt so good. Stevi screamed softly when Killian's big, wide palm covered her breast. She groaned, and her brain couldn't think clearly when Killian massaged her breasts gently. It was the first time Stevi felt pleasure from a man.

"You like? This is what is called becoming an adult.”

“Very… I love it,” Stevi muttered softly.

Killian grinned. He would teach Stevi more about pleasure.

"No. There is more pleasure. Take a good look at me, Stevi."

His head was down on Stevi's stiffly pointed breasts. His amber eyeballs shone brightly as his lips kissed the pointed tip of her breasts before crushing them greedily into his mouth.

Stevi's mouth dropped open in shock and pleasure. Little did she know that it would feel so great to have a man kneel over her. Her elbows trembled with pleasure as they held her body weight so she could see more clearly what Killian was doing. She would get more pleasure from Killian tonight. Stevi didn't even dare to imagine it because everything Killian was doing made her body tremble. Her body’s core twitched hotly, and she moaned along with a savage groan that escaped Killian's throat.

"You like it?"

Stevi gasped and nodded. Her lips were too numb to speak. She was blinded by lust and didn't want Killian to end it too soon.

“There's a lot more for you tonight, Stevi.”

Killian grabbed Stevi by the scruff of the neck and buried his lips into her wet lips. Stevi took the kiss with great joy, in low moans and shortness of breath as Killian's fingers moved over her skin. When Stevi started to run out of breath, Killian lowered his face. He kissed Stevi's collarbone gently.

"I promise, after this, there's nothing you'll do but—"

Killian's palm trailed down to Stevi's thighs, dragging it lazily and disappearing behind the curves that pulsed most hotly and craved his touch.

Stevi closed her eyes, sighed, and trembled when Killian whispered something in her ear, "— screamed in pleasure."

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Stevi opened her eyes slowly, smiling like an idiot when she turned to her right to see Killian sleeping on his stomach next to her. Killian's head lolled to the right, his palms on the pillows on either side of his head. Killian looked so peaceful in his sleep. His breath moved up and down regularly. Stevi was tempted to reach out and touch Killian's amazing back muscles. Very strong, but able to provide tenderness for her. She didn't expect that a man with a body as big as Killian's could touch her so gently.

Stevi's fingers continued to move along Killian's back muscles, then moved to touch Killian's stunning silver tattoo on his neck. When they made love, Stevi couldn't take her eyes off the tattoos. Killian was right, the tattoo glowed beautifully in a stunning silver light. When she touched them, Stevi felt the gentle throbbing of Killian's veins and the warmth in each of his tendrils. Even though Stevi didn't know if it was magic or just because of the light effect, but she liked staring at the tattoos. Killian looks twice as manly with the unique tattoos on his neck.

Satisfied with touching Killian and not bothering him, Stevi lay on her back staring at the ceiling in Killian's room. She should have gone back to the bar and gone home with Cammile. She could imagine how panicked Cammile must have been because she had suddenly disappeared. Stevi glanced at the clock on the wall in the corner of Killian's room. The giant clock with gold gilding on the frame shows four o'clock in the morning. Stevi had to get out of Killian's penthouse before he woke up.

Guilt crept into Stevi's heart as she put all her clothes back on. She saw red splotches on the sheets. It was clear proof that she had lost her virginity on her birthday. She should have given it to Jason after they were married. She would be in trouble if her parents and Jason found out before the wedding.

Stevi was stunned for a long time on the edge of the bed after she put all her clothes back on. She sighed softly and tried to calm herself from the panic attack. She hoped her parents couldn't see the change in her. And hopefully Jason wouldn't be upset if he found out she had lost her virginity to another man.

Actually Stevi wanted to say goodbye to Killian and thank him for teaching her about physical pleasure. But she held back her hand that had just reached out to touch Killian's shoulder. Looks like Killian was very exhausted after their activities tonight. Stevi smiled gently at Killian for the last time, then turned her heel to get out of the luxurious room.

When leaving Killian's room, Stevi passed through a dark and very quiet living room. The fireplace was no longer lit and the air around the living room felt colder. She thought she would run into some of Killian's maids or guards in the living room. Stevi quickly stepped towards the elevator before Killian woke up, but the elevator wasn't working. The elevator seemed to be turned off.

Stevi bit her lip in panic. She couldn't get out of that place without an elevator. Stevi walked over to the large window in the living room. A cold wind brushed against her skin as she opened the window wide. She looked down and noticed how high Killian's penthouse was. She had to go downstairs and back to the bar no matter what.

Exhaling slowly, Stevi stretched her legs out over the window ledge and slid her tiny body out. She stood against the wall. Her feet nimbly stepped down slowly past the solid wall railing. It was not in vain that she once ran away from her huge and high castle with steep walls. Now she was doing it at Killian's penthouse to get back into the bar.