
Trying For New Beginnings
Emma- Louise
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Introduction
My life changed forever four years ago.
I lost the love of my life, the only person who truly loved me. The only person I had in this world.
Now here I am, trying to make a new start in Scotland, but I refuse to let my husband go.
It is hard to let him go when I still see and feel him around me every day.
It was not part of the plan to meet a new man, one who knows what I am feeling because he lost someone too. We clash from the second I move in, but soon, we find ourselves bonding over our trauma, something no one else can understand. I am looking for a friend, nothing more. He is the same, but the more time we spend together, things change. We start to feel things, things none of us are ready for. None of us expected that the second we met, we would be each other's reasons for healing.
***Extract ***
"Are you still here?" I whisper, my words shaky in case he is gone.
"Of course, I am still here. I will be here for as long as you need me to be, my angel." The sound of his voice relaxes me.
"I wasn't sure since I left our home, if you would stay behind or not. I will always need you, my love."
"No, you won't. One day will come when you are okay without me." His finger brushes my face, but I wish so much I could feel it more powerful. I hate that I can't feel his touch as strongly as when he was still alive.
"No, that won't happen. You promised you wouldn't leave." I whimper. Losing him a second time would kill me.
I lost the love of my life, the only person who truly loved me. The only person I had in this world.
Now here I am, trying to make a new start in Scotland, but I refuse to let my husband go.
It is hard to let him go when I still see and feel him around me every day.
It was not part of the plan to meet a new man, one who knows what I am feeling because he lost someone too. We clash from the second I move in, but soon, we find ourselves bonding over our trauma, something no one else can understand. I am looking for a friend, nothing more. He is the same, but the more time we spend together, things change. We start to feel things, things none of us are ready for. None of us expected that the second we met, we would be each other's reasons for healing.
***Extract ***
"Are you still here?" I whisper, my words shaky in case he is gone.
"Of course, I am still here. I will be here for as long as you need me to be, my angel." The sound of his voice relaxes me.
"I wasn't sure since I left our home, if you would stay behind or not. I will always need you, my love."
"No, you won't. One day will come when you are okay without me." His finger brushes my face, but I wish so much I could feel it more powerful. I hate that I can't feel his touch as strongly as when he was still alive.
"No, that won't happen. You promised you wouldn't leave." I whimper. Losing him a second time would kill me.
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#33 Chapter 33 I Wasn't Sure If Those Parts of Me Still Existed
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