Chapter 153 Past Feeling
Trigger Warning- Suicide
I don't know how long I've been like this. But it seems like I've been in the dark for ages. There is no brightness anywhere. I don't know how else to describe this feeling other than hollow.
There isn't anything left to even ache. It's just this gnawing feeling like I...
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Chapters
1. Chapter 1 Prologue
2. Chapter 2 The Boy
3. Chapter 3 Flashing Lights
4. Chapter 4 Smack
5. Chapter 5 Your Job
6. Chapter 6 Rescue Dinner
7. Chapter 7 Confused Emotions
8. Chapter 8 Decisions
9. Chapter 9 Guilt
10. Chapter 10 Stranger
11. Chapter 11 Little Dancer
12. Chapter 12 Should've Known
13. Chapter 13 So Tired
14. Chapter 14 Olivia
15. Chapter 15 Injuries
16. Chapter 16 Fretting
17. Chapter 17 Blue Eyes
18. Chapter 18 Cold
19. Chapter 19 His Name
20. Chapter 20 Questions
21. Chapter 21 Buried
22. Chapter 22 Business Deals
23. Chapter 23 Trap
24. Chapter 24 Accusations
25. Chapter 25 Shield
26. Chapter 26 A Choice
27. Chapter 27 Comparison
28. Chapter 28 Friendly Advice
29. Chapter 29 One More Chance
30. Chapter 30 Mine
31. Chapter 31 Hurtful Memories
32. Chapter 32 Regrets
33. Chapter 33 Sickness
34. Chapter 34 Dealing with Beth
35. Chapter 35 How Did She Get This sick?
36. Chapter 36 Alarm Bells
37. Chapter 37 Pick Me Up
38. Chapter 38 Swirling Doubts
39. Chapter 39 Mind Blown
40. Chapter 40 Harsh Memories
41. Chapter 41 Choice
42. Chapter 42 Complaints
43. Chapter 43 Bitter Relatives
44. Chapter 44 The Right Thing
45. Chapter 45 Stalking
46. Chapter 46 Rough Life
47. Chapter 47 Proof
48. Chapter 48 Going Crazy
49. Chapter 49 Women
50. Chapter 50 Little Livy
51. Chapter 51 Flirting
52. Chapter 52 Hurting
53. Chapter 53 Playing with Fire
54. Chapter 54 Keeping Secrets
55. Chapter 55 Stupid Little Liv
56. Chapter 56 Pressure
57. Chapter 57 Chilly Mornings
58. Chapter 58 Other Forms
59. Chapter 59 Angry Rants
60. Chapter 60 Bit of Morning Gossip
61. Chapter 61 Thinking About It
62. Chapter 62 Another Unexpected Visitor
63. Chapter 63 Keep Coming Back
64. Chapter 64 Out For Blood
65. Chapter 65 She is Nothing
66. Chapter 66 Property Damage
67. Chapter 67 Tainted
68. Chapter 68 Rose
69. Chapter 69 What Could've Been
70. Chapter 70 What I Deserve
71. Chapter 71 Enough
72. Chapter 72 Darkness
73. Chapter 73 Snickerdoodles
74. Chapter 74 Clash
75. Chapter 75 Stalking
76. Chapter 76 Making it Official
77. Chapter 77 The Ring
78. Chapter 78 So Proud
79. Chapter 79 Honestly
80. Chapter 80 Worth Wanting
81. Chapter 81 Hope
82. Chapter 82 Freedom
83. Chapter 83 New Life
84. Chapter 84 Staff
85. Chapter 85 Take My Time
86. Chapter 86 New Home
87. Chapter 87 Trash
88. Chapter 88 Apology
89. Chapter 89 Family Dinner
90. Chapter 90 Drenched
91. Chapter 91 Ready for Me
92. Chapter 92 Feels Like Home
93. Chapter 93 Glowing
94. Chapter 94 Double Trouble
95. Chapter 95 Julia
96. Chapter 96 Focus
97. Chapter 97 My Life
98. Chapter 98 Just In Case
99. Chapter 99 Leave!
100. Chapter 100 Confused
101. Chapter 101 Mistake
102. Chapter 102 Should've Known Better
103. Chapter 103 Broken
104. Chapter 104 Running
105. Chapter 105 Unsteady
106. Chapter 106 Left Behind
107. Chapter 107 Screwed
108. Chapter 108 Cold
109. Chapter 109 Remembering
110. Chapter 110 Nightmare
111. Chapter 111 In the Beginning
112. Chapter 112 Little Dancer
113. Chapter 113 So Cold
114. Chapter 114 Crazy with Guilt
115. Chapter 115 Paid
116. Chapter 116 Vexation
117. Chapter 117 Pacing
118. Chapter 118 Waiting
119. Chapter 119 Cold
120. Chapter 120 Giving Up
121. Chapter 121 Unfrozen
122. Chapter 122 Real Man
123. Chapter 123 Frozen to Death
124. Chapter 124 Earning Your Trust
125. Chapter 125 Dancing Snow
126. Chapter 126 Gentle
127. Chapter 127 Life
128. Chapter 128 Announcement
129. Chapter 129 Cleansing
130. Chapter 130 Home
131. Chapter 131 Eggshells
132. Chapter 132 Encouraging Visits
133. Chapter 133 Routines
134. Chapter 134 Dancing
135. Chapter 135 Rock Star
136. Chapter 136 Reconnecting
137. Chapter 137 A Win
138. Chapter 138 Back to Reality
139. Chapter 139 Bad Idea
140. Chapter 140 Trap
141. Chapter 141 Soon
142. Chapter 142 Dark Shadows
143. Chapter 143 Provocation
144. Chapter 144 See-Through
145. Chapter 145 Wrong Kind of Dancer
146. Chapter 146 Confronting Mother
147. Chapter 147 Contracts
148. Chapter 148 Storm
149. Chapter 149 Caged
150. Chapter 150 Freezing Again
151. Chapter 151 Somewhere
152. Chapter 152 The Sisters
153. Chapter 153 Past Feeling
154. Chapter 154 Out Of Time
155. Chapter 155 Safe
156. Chapter 156 Regrets
157. Chapter 157 Sorrows
158. Chapter 158 Waking
159. Chapter 159 Transfer
160. Chapter 160 Getting Better
161. Chapter 161 Coming Home
162. Chapter 162 Missing Her
163. Chapter 163 Reconnecting
164. Chapter 164 Confessions of the Heart
165. Chapter 165 Preperations
166. Chapter 166 Butterflies
167. Chapter 167 Wedding
168. Chapter 168 What's Next
169. Chapter 169 Charlie's Tale- Dark and Stormy Night
170. Chapter 170 Nightmare
171. Chapter 171 Morning Goodbyes
172. Chapter 172 Escape
173. Chapter 173 Taking Care of Myself
174. Chapter 174 Trent Miller
175. Chapter 175 Angel
176. Chapter 176 Coffee Date
177. Chapter 177 Questions and Answers
178. Chapter 178 Panic Attack
179. Chapter 179 Sisters
180. Chapter 180 Boy Talk
181. Chapter 181 Questions
182. Chapter 182 Texting
183. Chapter 183 Nerves
184. Chapter 184 Anatomy
185. Chapter 185 Calming Down
186. Chapter 186 Dealing with Bullies
187. Chapter 187 Obsession
188. Chapter 188 Chasing
189. Chapter 189 Running Away
190. Chapter 190 Confronting My Emotions
191. Chapter 191 Second Thoughts
192. Chapter 192 Letter
193. Chapter 193 My Mistake
194. Chapter 194 What Contracts?
195. Chapter 195 Paranoid
196. Chapter 196 I Like You
197. Chapter 197 Invitation
198. Chapter 198 Names
199. Chapter 199 Uncle Jay
200. Chapter 200 Yearning
201. Chapter 201 Breathing
202. Chapter 202 My Truth
203. Chapter 203 My Plan
204. Chapter 204 I've Got You
205. Chapter 205 Nervous
206. Chapter 206 Introductions
207. Chapter 207 Family Dynamic
208. Chapter 208 Our Destination
209. Chapter 209 Spies
210. Chapter 210 Trouble
211. Chapter 211 Evidence
212. Chapter 212 Josie's Story
213. Chapter 213 Paranoid
214. Chapter 214 Fathers
215. Chapter 215 Nightmare
216. Chapter 216 Distractions
217. Chapter 217 Party Prep
218. Chapter 218 Old Friends
219. Chapter 219 Axel
220. Chapter 220 Frozen
221. Chapter 221 Sister's Concern
222. Chapter 222 Chaos
223. Chapter 223 Sister Time
224. Chapter 224 Sharing Information
225. Chapter 225 Sleepy Dreams
226. Chapter 226 Photo Bomb
227. Chapter 227 Early Phone Call
228. Chapter 228 Malicious Intent
229. Chapter 229 Almost Ready
230. Chapter 230 Letting Her Take Control
231. Chapter 231 Comfort
232. Chapter 232 Buzzing
233. Chapter 233 Sweet Dreams
234. Chapter 234 Pain
235. Chapter 235 Lured
236. Chapter 236 A Father's Betrayal
237. Chapter 237 Calling Rick
238. Chapter 238 Her Location
239. Chapter 239 Eyes Shut
240. Chapter 240 Defiance
241. Chapter 241 Charging
242. Chapter 242 Trembling
243. Chapter 243 Quiet
244. Chapter 244 Do I?
245. Chapter 245 Cleaning You
246. Chapter 246 Trent's Idea
247. Chapter 247 Sister Guilt
248. Chapter 248 Family Plans
249. Chapter 249 Answers
250. Chapter 250 Next Chapter
251. Chapter 251 Busy Day
252. Chapter 252 Wedding Night
253. Chapter 253 Olivia & Betrayal- Exhausted
254. Chapter 254 The Sketch
255. Chapter 255 Bitter Cousin
256. Chapter 256 Flirting
257. Chapter 257 Distracted
258. Chapter 258 Jealousy
259. Chapter 259 Sister Talk
260. Chapter 260 Be Careful
261. Chapter 261 Something New
262. Chapter 262 Ice Cream
263. Chapter 263 Confrontation
264. Chapter 264 Stinging Truth
265. Chapter 265 Choice
266. Chapter 266 Almost
267. Chapter 267 She's Mine
268. Chapter 268 Someday
269. Chapter 269 Study Group
270. Chapter 270 Secret Kiss
271. Chapter 271 Nightmare
272. Chapter 272 Birthday Girl
273. Chapter 273 Party Time
274. Chapter 274 Little Hiccup
275. Chapter 275 Crying in the Shower
276. Chapter 276 Your Choice
277. Chapter 277 Being Brave
278. Chapter 278 Cousin Fight
279. Chapter 279 Breaking Point
280. Chapter 280 Family Portrait
281. Chapter 281 Advice
282. Chapter 282 Causing a Scene
283. Chapter 283 Lunchtime Smack Down
284. Chapter 284 Broken
285. Chapter 285 Regrets
286. Chapter 286 Something New
287. Chapter 287 Compare and Contrast
288. Chapter 288 Proof
289. Chapter 289 Tell Me
290. Chapter 290 Seeing Clearly
291. Chapter 291 Confrontation
292. Chapter 292 Comfort
293. Chapter 293 Ice Cream
294. Chapter 294 Interruptions
295. Chapter 295 Breathless
296. Chapter 296 Drop Off
297. Chapter 297 Waiting Room Questions
298. Chapter 298 Babies
299. Chapter 299 The Last One
300. Chapter 300 Loneliness
301. Chapter 301 Little Star
302. Chapter 302 Alone
303. Chapter 303 Helpless
304. Chapter 304 Good Question
305. Chapter 305 Rage
306. Chapter 306 Familiar Faces
307. Chapter 307 Bad Guy Speech
308. Chapter 308 My Suspects
309. Chapter 309 Contracts
310. Chapter 310 Long Story
311. Chapter 311 Abandoned
312. Chapter 312 Brothers
313. Chapter 313 Robot
314. Chapter 314 Ava's Revenge
315. Chapter 315 Pacing
316. Chapter 316 Closer to the Truth
317. Chapter 317 Exhaustion
318. Chapter 318 Names
319. Chapter 319 New Plan
320. Chapter 320 Wrong Side of Justice
321. Chapter 321 Becca
322. Chapter 322 Worse
323. Chapter 323 Cold
324. Chapter 324 Broken
325. Chapter 325 143
326. Chapter 326 Proof
327. Chapter 327 He Tried
328. Chapter 328 The Park
329. Chapter 329 End This
330. Chapter 330 I've Got You
331. Chapter 331 Emotional
332. Chapter 332 Hospital Visit
333. Chapter 333 Home
334. Chapter 334 Closure
335. Chapter 335 Epilogue
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