158: Joy
John Kauer
Waiting has always been a challenge for me. Even more so these last few days, when everything felt like a tightrope ready to snap. When the doctors called me in to talk, something in their tone made it clear this was important. But what else could it be, after everything that ha...
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Chapters
1. Chapter 1: Admirer
2. Chapter 2: Confident
3. Chapter 3: Surprise
4. Chapter 4: Goodbye
5. Chapter 5: Bad Decisions
6. Chapter 6: Secrets
7. Chapter 7: A Bad Hair Day
8. Chapter 8: Pretend
9. Chapter 9: Beach
10. Chapter 10: Black Dress
11. Chapter 11: Talking Body
12. Chapter 12: Taste
13. Chapter 13: Can We Start?
14. Chapter 14: Unexpected
15. Chapter 15: Nightmare
16. Chapter 16: Mistake
17. Chapter 17: Answer
18. Chapter 18: Dinner
19. Chapter 19: Boundaries
20. Chapter 20: Half - Truth
21. Chapter 21: Never Ending Secrets
22. Chapter 22: Back to Start
23. Chapter 23: Yes or No
24. Chapter 24: Art
25. Chapter 25: Right Track
26. Chapter 26: Hannigan
27. Chapter 27: The Beginning of the End
28. Chapter 28: A New Beginning
29. Chapter 29: Chicago
30. Chapter 30: Memories
31. Chapter 31: New Experience
32. Chapter 32: Alex
33. Chapter 33: Fire Starter
34. Chapter 34: All Night
35. Chapter 35: Friends
36. Chapter 36: Red Path
37. Chapter 37: JK
38. Chapter 38: Babysit
39. Chapter 39: Naked
40. Chapter 40: Sorry
41. Chapter 41: Midnight
42. Capítulo 42: Before the Storm
43. Chapter 43: Intimacy
44. Chapter 44: Savior
45. Chapter 45: Old Feelings
46. Chapter 46: Selfish
47. Chapter 47: After the Storm
48. Chapter 48: Sexual Tension
49. Chapter 49: Let Him Go
50. Chapter 50: Possibilities
51. Chapter 51: Jealous
52. Chapter 52: My Muse
53. Chapter 53: Balcony
54. Chapter 54: True Family
55. Chapter 55: One Step at a Time
56. Chapter 56: I Love You Too
57. Chapter 58: Flavour
58. Capítulo 59: Under Control
59. Chapter 59: Good Luck
60. Chapter 60: Gray Sweater
61. Chapter 61: Cousins
62. Chapter 62: Trouble in Paradise
63. Chapter 63: Punch
64. Chapter 64: Back to Us
65. Chapter 65: Closer
66. Chapter 66: Edging
67. Chapter 67: Better than Never
68. Chapter 68: Surprise
69. Chapter 69: He Again
70. Chapter 70: Voyeur
71. Chapter 71: Reconnect
72. Chapter 72: Tulips
73. Chapter 73: Living a Dream
74. Chapter 74: A New Life
75. Chapter 75: A New World
76. Chapter 76: Family
77. Chapter 77: Wrong
78. Chapter 78: Rain
79. Chapter 79: One More Time
80. Chapter 80: Badbye
81. Chapter 81: Rebuild
82. Chapter 82: A New Journey
83. Chapter 83: Unexpected Call
84. Chapter 84: Decision
85. Chapter 85: Big Decision
86. Chapter 86: Goodbye, Italy
87. Chapter 87: At Home Again
88. Chapter 88: Time Travel
89. Chapter 89: Echoes of the past.
90. Chapter 90: Forgiving Doesn't Mean Forgetting
91. Chapter 91: Deja Vu
92. Chapter 92: Kenji
93. Chapter 93: Everything is Different
94. Chapter 94: Can I Help You?
95. Chapter 95: A Mess
96. Chapter 96: A Big Surprise
97. Chapter 97: You Need To Go
98. Chapter 98: Expectations
99. Chapter 99: Rainy Days
100. Chapter 100: Follow Your Heart
101. Chapter 101: Love
102. Chapter 102: Patrick and Chris
103. Chapter 103: Special Visit
104. Chapter 104: The Happiest Day
105. Chapter 105: A Dangerous Thing
106. Chapter 106: He Again
107. Chapter 107: Back to Chicago
108. Chapter 108: Proposal
109. Chapter 109: Be Courageous
110. Chapter 110: Too Close
111. Chapter 111 - Lose Control
112. Chapter 112: Fire
113. Chapter 113: A Definitive Decision
114. Chapter 114: Slow Dancing
115. Chapter 115: Many Goodbyes
116. Chapter 116: The Opportunity
117. Chapter 117: Stubbornness
118. Chapter 118: The Doctor
119. Chapter 119: Enigma
120. Capítulo 120: John's POV
121. Chapter 121: John's POV
122. Chapter 122: John's POV
123. Chapter 123: John's POV
124. Chapter 124: John's POV
125. Chapter 125: Future's Gonna be Okay
126. Chapter 126: Better
127. Chapter 127: Unpleasant Memories.
128. Chapter 128: John's POV
129. Chapter 129: Revelations on Life's Stage
130. Chapter 130: Follow Your Intuition
131. Chapter 131: John's POV
132. Chapter 132: John's POV
133. Chapter 133: Rediscovering
134. Chapter 134: Everything Changes Now
135. Chapter 135: When Worlds Collide
136. Chapter 136: Rewrite
137. Chapter 137: John's POV
138. Chapter 138: Die With a Smile
139. 139: Just For Us
140. 140: A Better Version
141. 141: Friend From the Past
142. 142: Not again, Darling
143. 143: Who
144. 144: Shadows Beneath the Light
145. 145: Meet Celeste
146. 146: Caught by the viper
147. 147: The Final Act
148. 148: Tightrope
149. 149: The Final Countdown
150. 150: Falling Apart
151. 151: Life's a Tease
152. 152: Between Two Worlds
153. 153: Under the Storm
154. 154: A Game of Survival
155. 155: Fractures
156. 156: From Zero
157. 157: The Awakening
158. 158: Joy
159. 159: Butterfly
160. 160: Too Late
161. 161: Sentence
162. 162: The Weight of Closure
163. 163: Goodbye, Chicago!
164. 164: Pieces of Home
165. 165: Beautiful Colors
166. 166: One Last Time
167. 167: No Looking Back Anymore
168. 168: A Favor
169. 169: I Won
170. 170: Our Big Day
171. 171: Home Sweet Home
172. 172: Mr. Know-It-All
173. 173: It's Time!
174. 174: Welcome, Aiko!
175. 175: Rediscovering Myself
176. 176: Not The End... Yet.
177. #00 - Fallen: Fire and Redemption
178. #01: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Love or War
179. #02: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - The Same but Different
180. #03: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Back to the Start
181. #04: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Survive
182. #05: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Emptiness
183. #06: Fallen: Fire and Redemtpion - Impostor
184. #07: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Ruin Things
185. #08: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Good Day
186. #09: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Special Week
187. #10: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Team Work
188. #11: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Snake Club
189. #12: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Polar Opposites
190. #13: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Expecting someone?
191. #14: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Weird Kink
192. #15: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Violets
193. #16: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Dinner
194. #17: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Exceptional
195. #18: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Goodnight, Violet
196. #19: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Chaos Incarnate
197. #20: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Torture
198. #21: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Trap
199. #22: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Trapped
200. #23: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Touché
201. #24: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Good Memories
202. #25: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Can you meet me?
203. #26: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Lost Enough
204. #27: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Burning
205. #28: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Fuck it
206. #29: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Let This Go
207. #30: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Rooting Out the Evil
208. #31: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Warning
209. #32: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - One Step At a Time
210. #33: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - A Thin Line
211. #34: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Fine
212. #35: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Action
213. #36: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Here We Go Again
214. #37: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Scared
215. #38: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - I wanted her
216. #39: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - It's been a long, long time
217. #40: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Promise
218. #41: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Closure
219. #42: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - You Crossed the Line
220. #43: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Run Away
221. #44: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Test
222. #45: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Guide Me
223. 46: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - One
224. 47: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - No Way Back
225. 48: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Insane
226. 49: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - A Ghost
227. 50: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Alive
228. #51: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Run, Julian
229. #52: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Chaotic Night
230. #53: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - A New Problem
231. #54: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Fuck It
232. #55: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Moving On
233. #56: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Hurricane
234. #57: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - jealousy, jealousy
235. #58: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Fear
236. #59: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - The Tower
237. #60: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Alert
238. #61: Fallen: Fire and Redemption -Too Much
239. #62: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Falling in Love
240. #63: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Snooze
241. 64: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - I Want This
242. #65: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Stay
243. #66: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - One Night
244. #67: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Family
245. 68: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Funeral Face
246. #69: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Everything at Once
247. #70: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Paranoid
248. #71: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Can't Stop The Feeling
249. #72: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Burn It All To The Ground
250. #73: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - The Greatest
251. #74: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Something was wrong
252. #75: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Julio
253. #76: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Old Friend
254. #77: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Time After Time
255. #78: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Let Me In
256. #79: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Maybe Is The End
257. #80: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Make It Right
258. #81: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - One Last Thing
259. #82: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Skyscraper
260. #83: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Dream
261. #84: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Crossed Lines
262. #85: Fire: Fallen and Redemption - Pain
263. #86: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Survive
264. #87: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Solo
265. #88: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Choices
266. #89: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Otherside
267. #90: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - All New
268. #91: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - It Was It
269. #92: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Just Us
270. #93: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - A Life
271. #94: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Right Direction
272. #95: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - When The Night Comes
273. #96: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Keep Driving
274. #97: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Cigarette
275. #98: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Welcome
276. #99: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Loser, Lover
277. #100: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Our Place
278. #101: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Scary Feeling
279. #102: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Floating
280. #103: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Paranoia
281. #104: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Cold
282. #105: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - War
283. #106: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Home
284. #107: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Smells Like Home
285. #108: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Build a Family
286. #109: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Tofu Poisoned and Pineapple Shirt
287. #110: Sex... Or Not.
288. #111: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Hot Wild Fuck in a Farmer's Market
289. #112: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - World Peace and a Blowjob
290. #113: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - With Me
291. #114: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Everything That Never Was
292. #115: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Ferris Wheel
293. #116: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Gathering Sheep
294. #117: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Anchor
295. #118: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Madison Food Bloom
296. #119: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - What a Feeling
297. #120: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Charlie's Angels and Popcorn
298. #121: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - No Mercy (+18)
299. #122: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Use You (+18)
300. #123: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Living is Betrayal
301. 124: Fallen: Fire and Redemption - Borderline
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