I Can't Hold Back
Our mansion’s rear overlooks a warehouse.
As glass is the wall on two sides of our matrimonial room, we can see half the house’s front and half its back.
I often stared at the warehouse, sitting in my favorite leather chair and sipping hot or cold milk, depending on the weather. But I’ve never been ...
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Chapters
1. The New Woman
2. He Married A Troll
3. Where It Began
4. An Empty Shell
5. Did You Find The Bad Guy?
6. Dysfunctional Family
7. I Can't Hold Back
8. Breath, Mellow
9. Some Shards For My Heart
10. Zeath's POV
11. Whatever It Is, I'm Dead
12. Mellow Fanning Lupin Is Dead
13. Am I A Criminal For Falling In Love?
14. Death And Rebirth
15. Too Close
16. I Tuck Tail And Run
17. I'll Fuck You Up
18. How I've Been Reduced
19. Truths
20. Ready For The World
21. My Weakness, My Name
22. My Vengeance
23. Christopher Su Pointe
24. The Man
25. The Girl I Once Was
26. Face My Past
27. A Shrinking Heart
28. Have We Met?
29. THE ZEATH LUPIN
30. TARA...
31. MY INSTINCT SCREAMS KARMA
32. TO USE AND DUMP
33. TARA'S POV
34. THAT EFFECT
35. THE FARM
36. THE START OF VENGEANCE
37. PAWNS IN YOUR GAME
38. BLOODY CHRISTMAS
39. UNLESS YOU REALLY LOVE HER
40. CORE BEFORE CHAOS
41. CHAOS
42. LOVE ME AGAIN, WILL YOU?
43. GUILT EATS DEEP
44. DOWNFALL TASTES BITTER
45. TAKE THE CALL
46. THE REAL MELLOW
47. CHECK YOUR WORDS, MR LUPIN
48. ANOTHER DARE
49. THE BIG REVEAL
50. FUCKING YESLI TOORSMAN
51. One Question
52. Forever, My Love
53. Do You Wish For Death, Zeath?
54. GLASS BOXES
55. IF MELLOW DIES
56. SWEET, PERFECT REVENGE
57. TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE
58. DREAMING IN DEATH
59. A BOLD FLAT LINE
60. A POISON
61. FUCKING SOAKED
62. GRATFIEND'S MIRROR
63. MIXED FEELINGS
64. THE BULLET OR THE MONEY
65. I STILL DO HATE YOU
66. BLACK ROSE
67. RELATIVE CHESS
68. THE REAL OR FAKE CONTRACT
69. JAWDROP
70. SHOTS FIRED
71. FREAKING ZEATH LUPIN
72. THE INHUMANITY
73. BERMUDA TRIANGLE
74. I SEE BLACK
75. THE FAMILY ONCE ENVIED
76. THE GUNSHOT
77. MY FATE
78. LIGHT MY BRAIN ABLAZE
79. THE WAY HE LOOKS AT YOU
80. THE PERFECT IDEA
81. ALL'S FUN IN ZEATH LAND
82. A FUCKING BAD THING
83. THE PRESSURE OF WANTING
84. STAY DOWN, LOVE
85. WHEN THEY UNKNOWINGLY SLUR
86. ANOTHER CHAOS
87. FUCKING SCARED
88. ZEATH FACE
89. WHAT I WANT
90. LIKE A DRUG
91. IN BETWEEN MEN
92. THE DUSK OF CHRISTOPHER
93. FROM THREE YEARS AGO
94. CROSS, OH, CROSS
95. ZEATH JUST DIED
96. ROMEO AND JULIET
97. CEMETERY TEARS
98. PROJECT EMPIRE
99. SHADOW LEGENDS
100. SHADOW CROSS
101. THE PEN
102. BREAK THE TRUST
103. NOT OKAY
104. CRUEL, STOIC, AND UNAFFECTIONATE
105. THE HIGHS AND LOWS
106. LUCK AND COINCIDENCE
107. CUTTING BLOOD SAGA I
108. MY ROCK
109. CUTTING BLOOD SAGA II
110. CUTTING BLOOD SAGA III
111. BAD SIDE
112. CUTTING BLOOD SAGA IV
113. CUTTING BLOOD SAGA V
114. WHERE YOUR MORALS LIE
115. ZACHILI OR NOT
116. THE MEANING OF DANGER
117. SAVE MY WIFE
118. TOUGH, YET CALMING
119. THE LONG AWAITED BURIAL
120. IT HURTS TO SAY GOODBYE
121. PEEL AWAY THE PAST
122. LOVE AND REPERCUSSIONS
123. NEXT LEVEL
124. LAST DANCE
125. THE DELUSIONAL NECTAR
126. THE MAN IN THE BURGUNDY SILK TOP
127. SICK. MENTAL. DELUSIONAL. PSYCHO
128. BLANK PATRIARC
129. FORBIDDEN ATTRACTION
130. POINT BETWEEN DANGER AND RELIEF
131. A TANGLE OF SWEAT AND CAKE
132. THE RISE OF THE UNDEAD
133. PECULIAR GREEN EYES
134. BOOK OF FATE
135. SHAMELESS
136. MISUNDERSTOOD FEELINGS
137. A MOAN OF LONGING
138. TOO HARD TO RESIST
139. CALL ME TARA
140. A BLISSFUL REUNION
141. THE GALAXY IS YOURS
142. THE BITTER TASTE OF SOLITUDE AND INFERIORITY
143. COLD AND BLANK
144. FREEDOM - THE VERY LAST DANCE
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