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Introduction
First love.
They come in all shapes and sizes. They can be beautiful or painful and everything in between.
Sawyer and I were best friends once upon a time, until he followed his dream and left his old life behind. Including me. I held on to the hope that life wouldn’t pull us apart, but just like with most first loves it does and soon he becomes a stranger to me. When I finally muster up the courage to let him go and start my new life he shows up again.
His life is hanging on by a thread and this is his last chance to get what he’s been working so hard for. Now he thinks that includes me. He’s ready to repair what we lost, but I’m not interested in giving second chances. Unfortunately I’ve never been good at resisting him, and even after our time apart things don’t seem to have changed.
Well thats not true. A whole lot is about to change. So much more than we could have imagined, but it all started the first time I found love.
Now, it’s time to discover everything that comes after.
They come in all shapes and sizes. They can be beautiful or painful and everything in between.
Sawyer and I were best friends once upon a time, until he followed his dream and left his old life behind. Including me. I held on to the hope that life wouldn’t pull us apart, but just like with most first loves it does and soon he becomes a stranger to me. When I finally muster up the courage to let him go and start my new life he shows up again.
His life is hanging on by a thread and this is his last chance to get what he’s been working so hard for. Now he thinks that includes me. He’s ready to repair what we lost, but I’m not interested in giving second chances. Unfortunately I’ve never been good at resisting him, and even after our time apart things don’t seem to have changed.
Well thats not true. A whole lot is about to change. So much more than we could have imagined, but it all started the first time I found love.
Now, it’s time to discover everything that comes after.
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Sharon D'souza
#easterboost no words can describe how I loved the book it started off really good but the end felt a little rushed though it was summarised in the epilogue it still broke the connection there.
04/01/2024 13:22Amy Manigold
this book is wonderful!!! I loved it!
01/31/2024 04:59
Jeshika
ok I'm loving this story... how fast are chapters written for this... I've just finished up to 83
09/05/2023 07:12
Jeshika
repeat of chapter 8
09/05/2023 05:35
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