Chapter 12

ROD AZRAEL'S POINT OF VIEW

"Ayesha..." I called her name.

"Im sorry! Who?" She asked me.

Would she keep acting like she didn't know me?

"What are you doing in here? I thought you would be in the house cooking dinner for us, " I asked her.

Does my girlfriend know Renzo or Amelia?

I did not expect that I would see my girlfriend here,  because she did not say to me,  that she would go out. I was also confused that she was acting like she didn't know me.

"I am sorry! But I do not even know you, " she answered.

Wha-t!

This is crazy!

My girlfriend is pretending like she didn't know me...

What was she planning to do?

I looked at her with a confused expression on my face. I looked deeply into her eyes, saying that this is me, your boyfriend. But all I can see on her face was a confused looked. We are both looking at each other with a confused expressions.

"You didn't know---" I was cut off from what I was going to say when Renzo appeared from nowhere.

"Elaine!" She called the girl that was looked exactly like my girlfriend Ayesha.

"Im sorry!" I whispered to her.

I think she heard it and smiled at me.

"Elaine! Amelia is looking for you, " Renzo stated.

"I am coming!" she answered and looked at me then smiled again.

It is embarrassing!

Know it is all coming to me...

She was the twin sister of Ayesha that she was talking about. They exactly looked the same as a carbon copy.

I didn't imagine what I could see here.

She was the person that I saw a year ago. When I was with Ayesha buying some groceries in the mall. I once saw her, she was also that person.

I can not believe that I could see up this close in front of me. Seeing another person like Ayesha, like a carbon copy of her, makes my whole body shiver. I still could not believe it!

I thought Ayesha was messing around. And acting like she didn't know. Because once she would act like she did not know me. I don't know what could I do. Because it would shatter my heart into a million pieces. And it would also break my heart. If that scene would happen to me.

"Come on. Let's go!" Renzo called me.

I just nodded at him and followed him into the dining area.

Seeing Ayesha's twin sister gives me some chills in my body.

AMELIA RIVERA-SMITH'S POINT OF VIEW

Every day was the same day as yesterday. Because there is no difference between them. I always go to work and go home to have dinner with Renzo.

I was being cold towards him because I didn't want to hurt his feelings longer. I could feel that Renzo loved me very much. He was showing me too much affection. But I can not return the love that he was longing for.

Our wedding was the most painful day for me. And it always keeps flashing back in my mind...

FLASHBACK

Renzo was the first one to say his vows.

He holds the microphone and spoke up. "The first day I laid my eyes on you,  I fell in love with you. It feels like my whole world rotates on you. You were the person that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. I was willing to sacrifice everything I had for you,  even my life. My love for you would not gonna be incomparable to any gems and diamonds in this world. I would make sure that you would have everything you wanted. I would treat you like a queen and make sure that you would be happy by my side. In sickness and in health,  I would be with you, "

I took a deep breath and sighed...

He handed me the microphone and I took it. It was now my turn to say my vows.

"You may not be the first person that I loved. But now,  you are the person that I am seeing my future with. I may have flaws and imperfections,  but I would take you to treasure you. You are the person that I didn't want to let go of. I thank God every day because he gave me you,  the person who was willing to understand me in my difficulties. In sickness and in health,  I would always stay by your side," I said as I said my vows.

After that, we put the microphone down and father started talking again.

"You! Renzo Smith, would you take Amelia Rivera to be your lawful wedded wife?" Father asked Renzo.

"Yes!" Renzo answered without any hesitation.

"You! Amelia Rivera, would you take Renzo Smith as your lawful wedded husband?"  Father asked me.

I didn't speak for a minute. And looking at the crowd,  I glanced one more time. Waiting for a miracle to happen,  that I would see Blaike but he was not there.

So I put down all my hope...

Starting today I would be moving on and forgetting my feelings for Blaike...

And started loving my husband...

"I do!" I immediately answered before the crowd whispered anything and made it an issue.

END OF FLASHBACK

"I still loved Blaike and continuously waiting for his comeback, " I whispered to myself.

I took a deep breath and sighed...

I looked at our wedding photo. It must be painful for Renzo because I was pushing him away. I tried and tried to love him. But I could not feel the way same way towards him. I just want to be alone rather than to be with him.

Being with him was the longest day of my life...

Loving him would be the most difficult thing that I could do.

In one year of our marriage. I tried to love him and gave him the love she was showering me.

I felt bad for treating Renzo that way, for being cold towards him. But it is the only thing that I knew so that he would unlove me. Because I know in myself that I could not love him back.

"Because I am still in love with Blaike..."

ROD AZRAEL'S POINT OF VIEW

The sun shines above the sky, it glows like the moon. The sky was peaceful, the birds were flying freely up in the sky. The clouds and sky were as blue as the ocean. Some birds were chipping from the branches of the tree. The tree swayed as the wind blows it, creating a warm wind that passes by my bare skin.

I was staring at the sky when my thoughts were cut off when I heard a familiar voice.

"Rod..."

"Renzo?" I questioned myself.

Because I didn't expect that he would be in here. I stared at him like crazy because I was not expecting him to go in here. Because I know that we both decided not to work today and had a day off for now. Since it is been stressful work.

"I go inside since the girl that opened the door let me in, " I stated.

I sat down properly.

Maybe Ayesha let him in. Because he knows who is Renzo since he was part of the first five. They are all known in the underground society. Even the newbies know them. Even though they were now not already working in the underground society the five of them are still famous and known.

"That was Ayesha, my girlfriend, " I replied. "You can sit in here!" I added as I pointed to the chair next to me.

Then he sat down next to me.

I have no clue why he was in here. Because he told me that it is okay that I should take a break just for a day.

Ayesha was in here too, because she just finished the mission given to her. Her next mission would be next week. I didn't know if she would be appointed to my group. Because since I've taken over on Blaike's group for almost a year now, the organization did not put Ayesha in my group. We could not decide in which group we could be appointed so it is okay with me.

Since I could see her in the house. Because we are living on the same roof and same bed.

"She looked exactly like Elaine. The rumors are true, she was your girlfriend. I thought at first it was just a rumor. Now I know why you seems confused when you saw Elaine in our mansion last night. They are like carbon copy each other, " Renzo started the conversation.

He was right!

Ayesha and Elaine had the exactly same face. But the way they move is not the same. The way Ayesha gave me butterflies in my stomach. May I fall in love with Ayesha's angelic voice over and over again?

There are a lot of things they have differences in...

"I was confused at first. But when you called him by a different name. I realized that was the twin of Ayesha. I didn't have the time to talk to her. It was also the first time I met and saw her in person, " I replied.

"Sometimes I would introduce you to her, " Renzo said and smiled.

Well, that was a great idea...

"Ahem..." Ayesha cut us off as she poured some juice into our glass and handed it to us.

She sat down next to me. While holding the glass of juice in her hands.

"This is my girlfriend Ayesha!" I introduced her to Renzo. "If you could not contact me. You could chat with her or text her and she would say it to me. Even if it is urgent and important you can trust my girlfriend, " I continued.

"I would go inside!" Ayesha said and stand up.

I just nodded and smiled at my girlfriend.

She walked away from us. Because she knew that we are talking about something important.

"Trust her with the important details of the mission?"