Admiring him
Not what? Not gay? Not attracted to him? Not losing control?
Dr. Laurent didn’t push me. She just waited, her silence patient, giving me room to breathe.
I inhaled sharply and sat back down, my hands rubbing against my jeans.
"I don’t know who I am anymore," I admitted finally, my voice barely abo...
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1. The contract marriage
2. Sister is dead
3. You're going to be a substitute
4. Your replacing her
5. The wedding
6. His home
7. Need to read the rules
8. The rules
9. Going to be interesting
10. Thinking about him
11. Can't get him out of his head
12. Miss her
13. So cold
14. I'm not a prisoner here
15. Earn it
16. Feeling lonely
17. His intoxicating scent
18. I’m not a gay
19. Today
20. A view of his dick Undressed in the bathroom
21. Wear your ring
22. Family dinner
23. Get a surrogate
24. Suck my dick
25. Sucking his dick as a punishment
26. Just sleeping with him
27. Won’t fuck you
28. All his
29. Feel good near him
30. Touching himself while thinking about him
31. Desire him
32. Nikolai goes to see a therapist. Talk to the kidnapper
33. A session with the therapist
34. Admiring him
35. Sleeping with him again
36. Gone for a week
37. Can't control himself
38. Submission and defiance
39. Going to the gym.
40. Train me
41. So exhausted
42. She is dead
43. Going on a date with him
44. The club
45. Can't kiss her
46. Went to a date with another boy
47. The punishment
48. Punishment of whips
49. No one touches what's mine
50. First sex
51. After first time sex
52. Get out of my way
53. I don't say sorry
54. Dinner date together
55. Another sex moment
56. So big for him
57. The new contract
58. Going to start modeling
59. Sign a new contract
60. So handsome
61. Get on your knees
62. Touch me please
63. Text me whenever you miss me
64. Miss him so much
65. I want you
66. Lustful moment
67. Starting to feel like he is in love
68. Feel nothing for her
69. Out in the club again.
70. Wake up with a hangover
71. Misses his calls and messages
72. Going to be fired
73. You are mine
74. Raw and rough sex
75. Don't walk away
76. Can't do this anymore
77. Out of his home
78. Life without him
79. Want to pay him
80. Not like him
81. Her graveyard
82. Never lose what's mine
83. Pack your things
84. Don't make me wait
85. Get down on your knees
86. Ride me
87. Wanted him so much
88. The call
89. So heartbroken
90. Your new fiancé
91. Kidnapped.
92. Preparations
93. In trouble
94. The rape kit
95. Still unconscious
96. Was I raped?
97. Feel their touch
98. Still hurt
99. Hate him
100. No longer fear him
101. Challenging him
102. Alessandro torturing those who had kidnapped Nikolai
103. Worried about him
104. Showering together
105. Don't leave me alone
106. So careful
107. Belong to him
108. Claiming him
109. date together
110. Night out together
111. Date ruined
112. The dark secret
113. Cuddling with him
114. In the mood
115. Want you to meet someone.
116. Choosing Nikolai over her
117. Get on your knees
118. So dominant
119. Sexual moment in the car
120. The unknown number
121. Changing the topics
122. Liar
123. Death of his parents
124. Possession and obsession
125. I know you're running away
126. Chance to leave him
127. Already gone
128. The monster in him
129. Want to forget him
130. Will kill him
131. Burying the father
132. The nightmare
133. We have the same enemy
134. Everyone has a weakness
135. No longer wants to be a gay
136. Alessandro’s message to the Salvatores
137. His plan
138. Nikola's message for Alessandro
139. No longer wants to be a gay
140. The Decapitated head
141. The divorce papers
142. We are done
143. Doesn't like him
144. Feelings for him again
145. Shooting him
146. You made me this
147. I'm not divorcing you
148. No divorce, we shed blood first
149. only have one week to kill him
150. Antonio kidnapped by Nikolai
151. Together in the bathroom. Alessandro and Nikolai
152. Fucking him mercilessly
153. You will never get rid of me
154. I want freedom
155. l love you but you don’t love me too
156. I have something l want to tell you
157. You’re his whore
158. His likes and dislikes
159. You betrayed me again
160. The fight
161. I don't want to kill you
162. Finally shot
163. So heartbroken
164. Still in comatose
165. Finally awake from the comatose
166. Still need a divorce
167. The scars on his body
168. Forgive me
169. No longer want to hurt him
170. In control
171. Marry me again.
172. Painful pleasure
173. Final wedding
174. Epilogue . She will be the surrogate
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